I'll go off on a tangent

Hi..I'm take393,welcome back again,my fellows!
Well,I'm in a bad fix at the moment...sorry for beating around the bush, but I've got to go off on a tangent for a while.

That is to say, my father has been hospitalized for a few months because of developing a cancer in the vicinity of his liver,you know.
I've been writing certain essays regarding my first novel so far which I drafted in 1993.
But while I'm writing my essays,things were getting so drastically,and I came to a conclusion that I must mention what was going around me.
It was on the 28th of July when my father hospitalized,at that time he was not so bad,though he had some problem with his liver.
Then he started to check up thoroughly,and later he found that he has developed a cancer.
So the doctor recommended us to take a surgery before it spread out.we agreed to have him operated,however it didn't go well.
Meanwhile,he seemed to be getting better gradually,but he began to be feverish all of a sudden from the late of Oct.
I had no idea what was going around,and later we found that he was in critical condition,and the doctor told us that they tried to leave no stone unturned,
however everything went wrong!

'What's the hell you were doing,you are bastard!?'
My mother started to take it out on doctors and she turned to be at a loss right after that.
'Sorry,maam...we know how you feel,but we tried to do our best but he didn't seem to be going well. The only thing we can do for you and your husband is to try to keep his life extended by using a respirator...I guess it should be a last resort we can do...'
So we ended up making a decision that we allow doctors to use a respirator for my father in order to avoid his sudden passing.

As a result,he managed to avoid passing but he is still at stake right now.
Now that I make sure he might not be getting well,nor might he be up and around...so far as I'm concerned.

Sorry that I went off on a tangent,cause I feel reluctant to metion about my novel more in detail today.

Hope to see you soon,viewers !

take393

what's more about my novel,again

Hi,I'm take393,today I'd like to mention about my novel,once more.
After we both had broken up,I was just wondering around seeking some lovers, meanwhile my ex-girl friend got married spending extravagant days.
we sometimes kept in touch with each other,knowing what's going around after we've been left apart,but later I found that it was all in vain.
I ve noticed that she would never come back,and my love seemed so far...
so I just quit chasing her for good and tried to find another one.
However,it didn't go well...and a year passed by,I turned to 19...
while I was sophomore in college, a letter came in to my apatment when I got back home,and found my ex-girls'sudden passing due to the car accident.The letter was from her mother,saying she had got involved in the car clash..while she was driving express way with her husband.I was so shocked to hear the incident that I coudn't help but burst into tears.
This incident made me go insane after that,I counldn't control myself either.
I was so hopeless to live without her,just hanging around,started to use some drags,and started to hop around from bar to bar seeing some bad friends to get acquainted with in order to get some drags...

Well,of course it wasn't myself,it's just a fucking story,you know. Alright fulks,let't get into take further steps next week,take care!

take393

what's new?

Hi,this is take393,again.I'm coming back now.I've written about my previous novels several times. As it was my first attempt to publish my works,I feel embarrassed when someone look at it and says,
'How boring it is'
But no matter what people say,I won't quit writing as long as I'm enjoying itself, nor will I get away from it.
I know it's not an easy task though,but imagine that you are the child and you don't have much capacity to handle with communicating,what will you do?
Obviously,you will ask some adults how to cope with it and learn about it as well.Gradually he learns expressions step by step and grows up.
This category also applies to when writing essay and stuff,don't you think so?
Well that's all I wanted to mention tonight,see you back again!

take393

How did my novel go?

Hi, long time no see.I'm take393...remember me?
As I was publishing my essay dozens ot time, however it hasn't still appeared on the blogger's index you know...Is there anything else I must do to allow other viewers to check it out?
Well, that makes me irritating, you know... just forget about that.
Well, I have written my novel for years when I was at late 20s, but I strapped for cash, so I gave up publishing.
But I really loved to writing itself , no matter what was happening around me.So I' ve just kept going on and on until up to 35.
As you already kwow, I made up a story just a little bit, because if I write exactly what I experienced,it should be boring you know, and what's more,to change and see the different world was more interesring to hooked on. So I redrafted again and again to a heart content, and finally it was ready to get all done.
But sorry to say...I didn't exactly remember details about it inside out, so it took me too much time to review what was going on the novel.
We're running out of time, and I guess I'd better try to continue next time, see you back again...folks!

take393

I' m utterly exausted

Hi,I'm take 393 from Japan...Now I'm stuck.The reason why I'm stuck is, no one can't still find out my message, and what's more, I'm not sure how to keep going for writing my essay,
Acutually, I'm sure the result of publishing whether I could get all this done successfully...
I have no idea how to let some visitors log in to my web-page.
I guess there should be something wrong during my process, provided someone could check this out, and give me some comments as for the matter, I would be so happy...
Well that's all about it...
Thank you

take393